Baby, its only us in this love story,

2011-11-21T23:07:00.001+08:00

Baby i was wrong. i am sorry. i know you wont see this though.
yeah i eee about the bug which wasnt the main point.
guess, i must have really disappointed you :(
haixz. sorry a million :(

Baby i need you because you are my everything.

2011-11-21T22:50:00.001+08:00

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想擁抱妳　擁抱錯過的勇氣
曾經想征服全世界
到最後回首才發現
這世界滴滴點點全部都是妳

那些年錯過的大雨
那些年錯過的愛情
好想告訴妳　告訴妳我沒有忘記
那天晚上滿天星星
平行時空下的約定
再一次相遇我會緊緊抱著妳
緊緊抱著妳

You're the apple of my eye :)

2011-09-12T18:36:00.000+08:00

因为爱你。

2011-07-24T20:33:00.002+08:00

July left like one week then over le.
August is coming.
so many thing to do yet so little time.
is like so much homework yet time is not enough.
and time flies, before you knew it , its over.
so, i feeel like a pig, uselessss :(
school, what type of place it really is?
my grades, what can i do?
haixz, just hope for the best for everything i do.
Sports day is just this thursday.
i think i didnt do well for sports heat.

What if i dont exist in this world?

2011-06-20T22:18:00.002+08:00

Happy 10th month dearling :p
i love you ttm.
although i know you wont see it anyway :(
last long with me ! ~ :D

Some say love it is a river
that drowns the tender reed
some say love it is a razor
that leaves your soul to bleed

Some say love it is a hunger
an endless aching need
I say love it is a flower
and you its only seed

It's the heart afraid of breaking
that never learns to dance
it's the dream afraid of waking
that never takes the chance

It's the one who won't be taken
who can not seem to give
and the soul afraid of dying
that never learns to live

When the night has been too lonely
and the road has been too long
and you think that love is only
for the lucky and the strong

Just remember in the winter
far beneath the bitter snow
lies the seed that with the sun's love
in the spring becomes the rose

2011-06-08T19:47:00.001+08:00

his songs all so nice :)

i really feeel my parent dont understand me.
they say i being rebellious -.-
everything i say is like my fault.
say soft say cannot hear, say loud then say i rude
then what you want me do?

2011-06-05T20:32:00.001+08:00

Say goodbye to iphone 4 white :(
Long story, dont wanna talk about it.
Bye! :(

2011-06-05T00:01:00.001+08:00

Sometimes i really wondered if promises are meant to be kept and accomplish or they are meant to be broken?

2011-06-03T14:02:00.003+08:00

I miss sec 3 camp. i mean those fun time. Its june the third already. i haven start school homework. all i did was slacking. June holiday, i have so much to do yet so little time to squeeze it all. hope my planning for this june holiday will work out. i really feel useless, cause i dont have the mood to do homework or study. Sianz , i really really want to do homework revise study. i think i need motivation. i have to work hard. mye so lousy, if i dont work hard, eoy will be dead. but i know, action speaks louder than words. i know i cannot just say say but never do anything. i just wished someone can slap me out of my daydreaming. Cant believe time flies so fast. half the year gone already. another half more year and i will be sec 4 already. i thought 2011 will be slower than last year but i was totally wrong, it was even faster :( cant time just slow down abit. it make me feel scared because time is flying so fast that there is so much thing i really want to do isnt complete. AH, clean half of my room, still got half to go. good luck to me and myself. i really hope june and the rest of the month will be a good month. been going training. i getting fatter already , that is like so sad. hmmm, miss me when i am gone. i have no idea when i will be updating again. anyway, its dead and i doubt anyone will come and read and tag. so sadddddd :( so i will end here. GOODBYE :)

2011-05-24T21:52:00.001+08:00

Its pigpig birthday :P
Happybirthday to one and only you :D
be a happyboy_1995 :D
I love you :D:D:D

2011-05-21T14:27:00.004+08:00

I love being myself :)

2011-05-02T23:07:00.001+08:00

Before --> After

I love school, not exams :(
Goodluck for my MYE :D
FIGHTING ! :)

2011-04-16T21:51:00.002+08:00

You raise me up so i can stand on mountain,
You raise me up to walk on stormy sea,
I am strong when i am on your shoulder,
You raise me up to more than i can be,
I love you :D

2011-03-27T14:12:00.002+08:00

Harloooooooo :)
Sec 3 camp is funfunfun :)
i got blackblack and skin now peeling.
so ugly i dont wanna go school tomoorow
somemore change of timetable !><
well, i should go complete my homework :)
BYEBYE!
Miss this little cute girl :)

2011-03-14T13:43:00.000+08:00

Night cycling is over :) it was fun but tiring.
here pain here pain :( but it was alright la.
with determination, you can do it :)
so today is fourteen march. he went for overseas expedition.
oh well :( pray for him, he will be fine :)

2011-03-04T19:27:00.002+08:00

Updating my blog after what seems like eternity :)
I was too busy to use the lappie.
and my lappie didnt miss me and tempt me to use it.
haha, so 55th anniversary concert is over.
now one more is just SYF :)
Ohwhattheshit, i dontknowwhy :(
but i have lost interest in choir.
like so sianz :( haiyo how?
stay also no point, i will only keep pon only or find some excuses.
is there such cca is swimming? i will want to join :/
hmmm, today was a good day :)
yay! i passed my beep test :P
i can go night cycling le.
but too bad baby cant go :(
sigh, wish he was going :(
ohmy, over the long gone away
i got heavier :(
i need to slim down loooo :(
fatfatfatfat :(
Sec 3 camp is on the way.
5 days gone from SG.
i will miss my bed and obviously baby :(
Oh lalaaa. ~
hope everybody will be healthy healthy
cause its like ppl falling sick already :(
So i guess the next update will be a long wait too. :)
Miss me when i am gone :P
guess my blog is dead anyway :(
Buh-Bye! :)

2011-02-18T21:53:00.002+08:00

Happy late valentine day ! :D
Always be my valentine :)
Goodluck for competition.

2011-02-04T13:26:00.002+08:00

Happy Chinese New Year! :)
新年快乐，万事如意
大吉大利，学业进步
恭喜发财，兔步高升

红包拿来! :P

Enjoy this new year before it ends before your eyes :)

2011-01-28T20:31:00.002+08:00

If everyday is like today :)
i just love being with you :)

In matters of the heart, though, there will always be things our loved ones don't know, don't understand. The only thing we can do is to keep trying, keep showing them - in whatever way we can - that we care. It may be that they never completely grasp everything that we do and feel for them, but simply the act of never giving up - that is the meaning of true love.

2011-01-22T21:03:00.002+08:00

Hellohell0:)
Today is saturday. went for sports extravaganza at Japanese Garden.
Early morning was kinda cold. but it started getting humid.
the weather was so hot that you might just get a heatstroke like any moment.
my face now is like a little redred. and i got a little tan only.
Awww :D
i was perspiring like mad while running and after running :)
i was damn giddy and my diaphragm hurts.
But after a little rest it was well.
Drank the free milo there and it taste kinda weird~
Oh well, me and elisa walk for dont know how long.
we start running after the sight of sec 2 girls.
So we ran at almost the same pace. but unfortunately i lose sight of her.
so i went running on my own instead. unexpectedly, i saw xueni and rebecca infront of me.
i ran with them instead. thankyou for running slower when i slow down.
unexpectedly got position 13. well, perhaps maybe most of the ppl are like walking.
1st was peiyu, 2nd was beini and 3rd was evelyn.
Oh, went back to school then off for lunch then homed.
tired day. had a good rest. :)
i now go do homework! Guai me :P
BYEBYE! :D

2011-01-21T20:03:00.003+08:00

Oh well, its finally friday.
I guess this is my always one week once update.
Hmmm. Frankly speaking, i think Sports Leader is so much fun than Student Councillor.
No wonder XueNi, Lemin they all complaining dont want SC want SL and hema and singrui being happy about it when they get off from SC. i finally know why today. Its fun. the work is so much better than SC. sound like i am complaining. Just hope no SC will see this. pray hard. but hey, i am seriously not prepared to step up and i dont wish to. maybe we are just too dependent on seniors.. you guys say time to grow up, no playplay. but at least to say the truth i see no brightness in 8th council. scold nag whatever you want. i dont care anymore. that's just how i feel. take it or leave it :/ i gave up. Oh well. thinking of being a role model for the school just stress me. cause i seriously cannot be one. i want to be a normal student. i dont know why am i staying. is it because i dont want disappoint and pangseh the rest of the 14 ppl? or is it because i stay for the points? or is it... i just cant bear to leave? well, to say the truth, i am getting bored in choir already. i dont know why. i just seem to lose all the interest i have in SC and Choir overtime. i dont know what went wrong with my thinking. i cant explain why too. dont ask me why. sec 2 to sec 3 is really kinda a difference. maybe i just couldnt get used to it or maybe i haven get use. i need time, time to get use. 3 weeks of school already yet i dont know why i am saying this. haixz. what am i gonna do? but in me, i cant wait for big events :) i cant wait for sports day i dont know why. I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO SYF! :)
i like the wind so so so so much :D obviously i love White Horses. i miss those times.
AHHHHHHHHHHHH~

2011-01-14T20:07:00.002+08:00

Its bad friday today.
Never do finish geography, never bring chinese book.
Got 2 unknown cuts, nearly lose my wallet.
forget this forget that. hairband broke. :/
and many more la :(

If you want to change the way people respond to you, change the way you respond to people. –Timothy Leary

2011-01-12T23:03:00.003+08:00

If life is as easy as ABC.
I dont like beating around the bush.
i prefer being straight to the point.
though its kinda harsh. (maybe?)
hey, i just wanna say..
Well, today was so-so.
Swimming tomorrow. goodluck! :)

So hold on to me, don't you ever let me go.

2011-01-11T21:51:00.002+08:00

School school school.
Homework homework homework.
Study study study.
I aim for the sky, so that when i drop, i will still land among the stars and clouds.
All my subjects A1 or A2. is it possible?
Everything was alright.
Gosh, my class is seriously quiet.
We get complaints for being TOO quiet.
Damn, i wished my class was more hyper :/
We also get complaints for being late for class.
Sigh. 3E1's reputation :/
But i wished it was better.
Now chiong-ing homework.
Nowadays, the weather is like super cold.
I really detest it :/ because when i get too cold, my stomach cramps.
It reallyreally hurt badly. I wore a jacket and i still feel cold.
My hands will be like ice. omg, sunny weather please.
Oh well, swimming start this thursday.
i dont wanna freeze in the pool :/
Goodluck to me this week! :)
Goodnight! :D

2011-01-08T12:56:00.002+08:00

no matter what happens, life still have to go on.
i lost track of time. but thanks god.
a miracle happen. i am glad.
we are back. but i feel far from you.
i hate all the silent we have between us.
i try to speak but i dont dare.
i talk on random topic.
i just dont want that silent anymore.
i know, time is needed, to get over it.
maybe you're not over it. maybe i am not over it too.

Peter lau and ernest wong is good.
i love their talk.. i prefer peter 's talk somehow..
they make me feel so motivated.
exactly, one day wasnt enough.
awww, now my aim is 8A1s :)

DONT WORRY BE HAPPY :)

2011-01-05T21:04:00.001+08:00

Things are different tonight.
Not anymore sorry from you.
its enough..
oh god, i am in love with the song.
its okay, its alright. :)

2011-01-02T16:42:00.001+08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR! :)

I am in class 3E1, its a guai kia class bah.
Since there so many 2E4 ppl there. Hope with their influence, i will study hard.
GOOD LUCK EVERYONE! :)
Cant wait for 2 days later still!
:) haven complete homework. DEAD!

GOODBYE :)

2010-12-31T21:59:00.002+08:00

Baby, you are always on my mind.
I been missing you so much i didnt know what i can do.
i dont know why. give me a reason.
2010 is ending. i dont have any regrets.
i dont want to have any too.
i wished with all my heart, 2011 will be a better year.

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2010-12-24T22:54:00.002+08:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :) (in an hour or so)

2010-12-24T19:43:00.002+08:00

I need to finish my homework so freaking badly! :(

2010-12-22T22:49:00.001+08:00

I am back like yesterday night (very late)
So yeah. had a great time there.
Good bonding sessions :)
i think i became more gl though :)
Gonna sleep. tmr need helphelp with sec one registration.
Sayonara! :)

2010-12-18T20:59:00.002+08:00

you might not be able to see this post.
but i want to say. let's just forget what happen in the past.
everytime we talk or see each other is like so awkward.
we seem so scared to be alone with each other.
Its obvious of us. we are so cold.
Dear friend, let's start afresh :)

2010-12-18T11:42:00.004+08:00

FRIDAY SATURDAY SUNDAY!
Boohoo. i am bored. :/
I should complete my chinese and ss soon :)
Oh well, dont text me tomorrow to tuesday.
I wont be in Singapore. i will have fun :D
Oh, later got tuition :)
Miss me! :)
Frosty the snowman~
Christmas is just 7 days away!
How fast :O
Gooooooodbye!

2010-12-17T20:56:00.002+08:00

Today is another epic day! :) Had lots of fun with phyucyn.
Insomnia last night again. feel so terrible.
Hope i dont insomnia today like please? :(
Time flew kinda fast as usual. oh well, tomorrow is saturday.
Amath tuition here i come. i wonder how will it be like.
i started packing :D Oh-god. i feel speechless.
i keep sneezing. who miss me ? i think i should end my post here.
Goodbye! :)

Yay! you're finally back! :D

사랑해요

2010-12-16T20:39:00.002+08:00

Today dry run was awesome :) Met Elisa beforehand to have lunch at subway :) FULL~ Elisa and I teach the rest mass dance. Have to teach the sec one during camp too. Omg :/ I shy :$ kinda scared. haha, now i famous to the sec one because... because of my "Oh shit !*with the hand sign* " EEEEE! they all so bad. laughlaughlaugh. bully me. nevermind. i just wish they will forget soon. so embarassing. joke of the day sia. anyway, had bonding games, had lots of fun screaming running sweating in student hub with Hayden and Eustacia. Being red indian is fun too right, Eustacia? hahahaaa. then gossip laugh laugh. :) today is epic day. Oh well, i left such a little time to eat sleep have fun do homework and whatever i want . gonna miss the bbq on monday and the meeting with mr lee on tuesday. wednesday have dental check up. Oh la la. 23 anybody want go swimming? text me :D haaaaa. this christmas, i might just stay home. I should start packing tomorrow. i am fully booked almost the rest of december. oh god. tmr i gonna collect my biology textbook workbook and practical. nothing to do :/ i should go bath now. almost 9pm. Haha, gooooodbye! :)

Dear, you are coming back tomorrow.
i am happy. cant wait for tomorrow.
i will be waiting patiently here.
waiting for you to text me :)
I love you ♥

2010-12-16T00:11:00.002+08:00

HELLO SIXTEEN DECEMBER!
BYE FIFTEEN DECEMBER!

Get my feet off the ground, look up in the sky, pretending i am flying. I am who i am. If nothing last forever, can you be my nothing? I am waiting. waiting. waiting. waiting. I been wasting all my time. I want to have magic power. I dont know. i dont know. i dont know. No matter what. please be happy. doesnt make any sense. 11.11 do you understand me? Hello hello. Everytime i see you, is like the first time i met you. i know for sure, you are the one for me. but am i the one for you. i always wonder. No matter how busy stress i am, talking to you make me smile. No matter how tired i am, with you around, it brighten me up, making me forget abt the tiredness. I must be dreaming. December is ending in 15 days. how fast. I dont like cause i haven finish my homework! you never fail to make me smile like some siaozhabor. I just want u to hug me for as long as possible, cause the only thing in this world that scares me is that I'll never feel this safe again. Money can't buy love. That's why people steal hearts. You don't really need someone to complete you, you only need someone to accept you completely. All i want for christmas, isnt much. Some people are so selfish just the way they are. well, why bother? Ignore them & it'll make your life easier. She is so pretty, she is so slim , make me envy. How long will be our story ? Ugly truths hurts. beautiful lies hides. Which one will you choose? I wish Singapore will snow someday. I am being paranoid. the story of us. If loving you is a mistake, then nothing else in this world is right. If you were my pillow or teddy bear, i'd 'sleep' with you every night on my bed. Life isn't perfect, but it does have perfect moments. Random things from Twitter! :) Iloveyoutotheveryverymax♥

2010-12-15T11:29:00.004+08:00

M-O-R-N-I-N-G! :)
15 december 12pm = half of december gone!
Half an hour more :O
Gotta prepare and meet yanshan chiobu already.
Hope i can finish all my homework but is kinda impossible :(
Cya!

-/ edit

I am back :)
Well, disappointing.
I only completed Math paper 1 :(
English reflection done :D
Left math paper 2 and the social studies or whatever you call it
Try to be be lame at the library.
Seriously bored :(
Wee~ went pepper lunch for late lunch around 4.40pm.
Ate till around 5.40pm :D
walk walk around and went home around 6.30pm.
Oh well, tomorrow got dry run at 1pm ! :D
God, i feel like buying THAT :(
mama, let me buy? :(
Nevermind, i will wait, wait till spoilt.
I must be patient :)
Dingdong~ Enjoy the pictures below :D
only two, the rest at facebook :)
End off with the 7th letter :)
Sayonara~

Dear,
Its 15 December.
You gonna be back in 2 days time.
How are you?
I am fine.
Happyhappy :)
Jiayouus for your homework uhh.
I miss you.
xoxo

2010-12-14T14:20:00.004+08:00

What another day.
Wake around 11 plus. Realise popo at my house.
Uh-oh. so wake up and went to eat with her and aunt.
Just back not long ago..
Argh, why popo always give me money :(
She just stuff me twenty dollars leh.
Everytime i say no, then she will crap alot of things.
Everthing i say will be useless.
I keep all the money she gave me.
So i have like almost 100 dollars from her.
She so nice to me. treat me lunch all those.
She even bought fish, prawn, vegetables.
Iron the clothes all those.
Haixz....
its already 14 december. how fast.
For the past 14 days, i did nothing much.
Its seem so unreal, like dreaming like that.
how i wish it was a dream.
then i will have more time for play eat sleep homework.
2 weeks more then have to say byebye to holiday le.
So much to do, so little time :(
Why must they give us homework.
haixz, i cant stop learning because i very easily forget things.
I was supposed to start my homework today.
But i dont have the feeeeeel to.
I cant do math, because i forgot how to :<
I need to look through the worksheet i done before.
I feel dumb, very dumb.
Maybe i will just start on my chinese :)
I am so guai right? :P
Okay la.
End off with videos and the 6th letter for him :D

Dear,
you will be back in 3 days.
I am so excited. :D
Haha, i am crazy.
Everything will be okay.
Must stay happy! :D
123, kimchi! :P
iloveyoualways~
I love stalking you :D

2010-12-13T11:53:00.004+08:00

13 december 2010

Sorry about the long emo post i wrote yesterday.
i didnt mean to. i was just thinking of the past.
anyway, i already promised you all long ago i wont slash already.
Slashing is just so dangerous. Its not worth your life at all.
I love my life and treasure it lots.
Yeah, life have to go on no matter what happens.
People enters and leave your life, nothing stay forever.
because the truth is forever doesnt exist.
it is just something you used to lie to yourself.
cause its the only way you can comfort yourself and be happy.
Only fairytales have forever.
We have to face the reality.
You might ask. what is the definition of forever.
Different people have different definition.
I can only say, my definition of forever is a lifetime.
it means till the day we leave this mother earth.
that why i still think about forever.
i shall stop crapping and leave this house to meet my awesome girlfriend :)
will post later when i am back! :)

-/edit

I am back! :)
okay, today was really fun.
but i kinda regret about my outfit but aiya nvm lo.
shopped around~ bought nothing much.
I want so many things :(
The nike $109 bag, Adidas $140 watch
High heel 29.95, vintage bag $35.50
39.90 skinnes, :)
they arent important though. Haha.
save money for the school bag.
ask mum if i can buy, she was like no.
damn sad. :((((
took neoprints but it sucks.
i cant read anything. all japanese.
then i keep saying, " they should put english subtitles "

Damn, Hello Stranger is supposed to be a Romance Comedy.
I ended up crying as much as i laughed.
Xiasuayy max. :(
That's all~ :D

Baby,
you're in my heart,
i love you,
i miss you,
xoxo :)

2010-12-12T19:21:00.003+08:00

I miss school, friends and everything :(

2010-12-12T12:27:00.003+08:00

Its 12 december, just another ordinary day.
Tomorrow is monday, a day which i can look forward to.
What can i do today? I have no idea too.
For the past 2 nights, it have been raining.
Middle of the night when people are sleeping.
Lightening flashing, thunder roaring.
I cant help but hug my teddy and curl in the blanket.
i hate raining, because somehow it will changes my mood
when it rains and i am alone, i will automatic feel sad.
when its very sunny, i feel very cheerful and happy.
i think i am weird. dont you think so ?
I want to sleep badly yesterday but i just couldnt fall asleep.
I didnt know why. maybe is because of the rain?
So i went to listen to songs and stare at the ceiling.
I was only sleepy at 3am.
But my stupid left eye start to itch, disturb me.
who cares, i still slept.
Nowadays, my dad just went swimming alone without asking me if i want to go.
I guess he just gave up asking since i always say no.
it feel like years since i went.
I miss swimming so much. i miss learning too.
the usual sunday, the usual place, the usual coach and friends.
i am starting to get fair-er and fair-er.
i dont know why but i dont quite like it.
i feel like getting a sunburned. its been ages since i get one.
i dont know why i am posting all this.
guess i am just too bored(?)
haixz a zillion. ~
I often wonder why is my life so boring :(
different people have different kind of life.
i dont like busy life neither do i like boring life.
my life need some entertainment.
I only have a laptop, camera and a handphone.
Gameboy which i dont play much.
Playstation 1 which i dont play too.
Tv which i used to love alot.
i can watch the whole day without feeling bored.
now, i dont even feel like watching.
Cause there is no nice show to watch.
Now i am like facebook, twitter, bloghop, youtube only ?
boringgggggggggggggggggggggg!
i wonder wonder wonder.
why am i a girl?
why am i born in this world?
what is the purpose of life?
why did i choose to studied at wgps?
why didnt i achieve my target grades?
why didnt i take care of my eyes?
why i am still stuck at this height?
was i ever a happy girl in the past?
One thing for sure i can say.
I feel happy in secondary school life.
So much more compared to primary school
Primary school was great until primary 4.
i was a happy girl till then.
Everything start to change.
Even till now, i dont understand why.
i never knew why. why is it me?
why why why, i dont know the answer.
Do you know? i want to know why.
but i was lucky to find her.
i guess, without her, my life wont be any better.
without her, i will be suffering so much.
at least she change my life in primary 5 to 6.
She make me happier.
She encourages me.
She is my true great friend.
Without her, i wont be here.
i remember life are so bad for me.
i cry every single night without fail,
That was the only way.
i cried myself to sleep.
i slash my wrist again and again.
i didnt stop even after i get caught by teacher.
i feel betrayed. how can they do this to me.
all their fault for ruining my primary school life.
because of them, my grades drop.
life was such a darkness.
i nearly join gang. she saved me.
i guess, nobody can ever feel how i felt.
maybe i wasnt the worse case. just maybe
she is the one who wake me up from my thinking.
i stop slashing my wrist.
i stop crying every night.
but because of me, she get bullied too.
because of me, she slashed her wrist.
and because of me she have to go for counselling.
all my fault. i am really sorry
She didnt blame me.
she didnt gave up on me.
with her, i stand up even after falling.
we both have the same dream school.
but do you know what is the sad thing?
we didnt went to the same school.
although we get the same grades.
and we start to fade.
i dont know why. i dislike it.
but life still have to go on.
Looking back, i am really glad i survived through that.
Maybe is fate. good things always have to come to an end.
but 2 years was just too short for us.
We get so close like sisters then we have to be separated.
i miss you :(
we haven been smsing each other for 123456789 years.
its so long you know. :(
but nevertheless, thankyou for being there for me.
The memories i had from p4 to p5 was so bad.
i have forget everything completely already.
i hope this incident will just disappear.
i am happy, very glad, things are great now.
i met awesome people, who change my life.
i have a list, a long list of friends i have to thanks.
Perhaps, you can say, all my friends in facebook except some.
iyiyi~ i just shared something i didnt want to disclosed.
Enough of my crapping le.
Sorry, i wasted so much of your time.
Forgive me :)
I want to go swimming!
Jio me out for swimming leh :)
I go eat lunch already.
I will start my homework not today but tuesday :D
Muahahah :P Sayonara.
I will end off with a video and a 4th letter for him.
Enjoy ! :)

Dear,
so far enjoying for the past few days?
Haha, dumb question :D
Meowmeow~
别忘了想我
哈哈，不用啦。
Just kidding only.
Have funnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn!
我想你 :D

2010-12-11T13:57:00.005+08:00

E-L-E-V-E-N - D-E-C-E-M-E-B-E-R - T-W-E-N-T-Y - T-E-N

Gaby Laopo, Happy 9th month uh ! :)
Its another usual saturday.
20 more days to 31 december 2010
i seriously have to start on my homework.
And actions speak louder than words.
Dingdong, i have nothing in mind to update.
lalala~ above are pictures me and gaby :)
and i know i look epic in that photo.
But who cares :)
Its very sunny outside now.
i feel like suntanning :D
Yipee yaya yippe yeah~
I am bored.
i have no idea what to do.
I dont have the feel to do homework :P
I shall watch ' We Got Married '
Tag before you leave.
End off with video,
hope you like it and a third letter for him :)
Goodbye :)

Dear,
I am glad that you're enjoying yourself there.
Though it was just a few minutes of chatting,
i am still happy :)
i miss you,
xoxo.

2010-12-10T20:40:00.003+08:00

So i am back here posting for the second time today.
Part 2 was success :) Attendance was haxizzzz.
Time fly kinda slow and i dont know why.
Didnt feel like going home after that.
Went for dinner anyway.
As usual i was a little crazy but my eyes start to itch
and i start tearing because it was so itchy and i keep rubbing.
It was my first time playing wii
Fun and i wish i have one at home now.
I dont know what to post.
Hmmm, :)
I shall end my post with a video :)
再见!

2010-12-10T11:21:00.004+08:00

I woke up early today :)
I was so scared i missed his message.
He is flying off already.
nevermind, i will wait patiently for him to be back :D
Going to prepare soon then go out.
i am going to school to learn mass dance at 12.30pm.
i am kinda full, so i shall skipped my lunch :/
Teehee. hopefully today attendance is full.
and part 2 of learning will be success.
GAMBATTE! :D
GEEEEE! there is so much song i wanna download.
damnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn :P
maybe i will blog again in the night :)
End off with a second letter for him.
Byeeeeeeeeee!

Dear,
today you are leaving this little red dot,
to somewhere far away from me,
to somewhere far away from little red dot.
but not to worry, i will be in this little red dot,
waiting for youuuuuuuuuuuuuuu~
While waiting, i will be good little girl.
i shall start my homework and try to complete them
Last but not least,
i just wanna say,
i miss you,
i love you.
Enjoy yourself thereeeeeeeee! :D

2010-12-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

Today is a great day! :)
But its thursday, which means tomorrow is friday.
He is flying off tomorrow :(
i will miss him alotalotalot for sure.
While he is away, i shall be a guai kia do homeworkk :)
I pray for his safety :)
He will arrived there in a whole piece and be back in a whole piece too.
PRAY~
i will write him a letter every single day.
Dear, have a safe trip there.
Enjoy yourself the whole trip.
If you have the little time at night, please miss me.
Cause i will be missing you hell lots for sure.
I love you i love you i love you ♥

2010-12-08T21:24:00.002+08:00

HELLO :)
went to learn mass dance today.
It successful :) managed to choreograph new steps.
Part one oveerrrrr! hope i dont forget :P
was playing around, singing, watching videos to get inspirations.
i keep make mistakes cause i keep forgetting :(((
they all hit me with the pillow.
well, yeah. i was just being crazy and random today.
and they look at me like some mental hospital patient.
YAY! tomorrow no need go learn mass dance.
Friday then learn the second part~
Tmr have to do CIP from 8.30am to 12.30pm :)
Dangdangdang :D
So part of the sec 2 and 3 learned part 1 of the dance.
Hopefully more sec 2 and 3 come on friday to learn :)
andandand, get the sec 1 back soon to learn too.
lalala~ i want to start my homework so freaking bad!!!
i shall be a good girl and start maybe weekend :P
Can someone just motivate me? pleasepleaseplease?
Anyway, i find this girl kinda good in singing and i like :)
So i shall just end off with a video :)
BYEEEEE!

2010-12-07T12:54:00.002+08:00

I have nothing to do at home.
I was planning to do homework but i dont have the ' feel '
So i am like slacking the whole day.
Maybe later in the day i will have the ' feel ' ?
I am guai kia :D
I have nothing much to post...
so i shall just post what i am going to do this december :)

Dec 8- Learn mass dance 12.30pm to 6pm
Dec 9- CIP from 8.30am to 12.30pm & Learn mass dance 12.30pm to 6pm
Dec 10- Learn mass dance 12.30pm to 6pm
Dec 11-
Dec 12-
Dec 13- Date with phyucyn
Dec 14-
Dec 15-
Dec 16- Return library books & Library with Phyucyn
Dec 17-
Dec 18-
Dec 19- Holiday
Dec 20- Holiday
Dec 21- Holiday
Dec 22- Dental checkup
Dec 23-
Dec 24- Sentosa
Dec 25-
Dec 26-
Dec 27- Dryrun from 9am to 6pm
Dec 28- Choir from 8.30am to 12.30pm & Dryrun from 1.3opm to 5pm
Dec 29- S1OC'11
Dec 30- S1OC'11
Dec 31- S1OC'11

You know what? i want to spend 31 dec 2010 with friends :)
Hopefully everyone of us can stay out late late
then maybe we can countdown together.
I think its fun cause all of us get to be together,
not only on the last day of 2010 but also the first day of 2011.
Maybe i will be just at home :(
But still i wanna spend the last day of 2011 nicely :D
End this post with nothing :)
BYE! :)

2010-12-06T20:30:00.003+08:00

Today is a great day.
i didnt rot at home.
i went to watch movie with cavier :)
Rapunzel was niceeeeee!
i love it :D Awww, now i am like stuck with all those songs :P
Went library to return books.
Late for 11 days and had to pay fines.
I love today ♥
Gonna end this post with this song i likeeee! :D
Hope you like it too :)

All those days watching from the windows
All those years outside looking in
All that time never even knowing
Just how blind I've been
Now I'm here, blinking in the starlight
Now I'm here, suddenly I see
Standing here, it's all so clear
I'm where I'm meant to be

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog has lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once everything looks different
Now that I see you

All those days chasing down a daydream
All those years living in a blur
All that time never truly seeing
Things the way they were
Now she's here shining in the starlight
Now she's here, suddenly I know
If she's here, it's crystal clear
I'm where I'm meant to go

And at last I see the light
And it's like the fog is lifted
And at last I see the light
And it's like the sky is new
And it's warm and real and bright
And the world has somehow shifted
All at once, everything is different
Now that I see you, now that I see you

2010-12-05T16:08:00.003+08:00

I have nothing much to post.
i shall just post this video i quite like :)
Enjoy! :)

2010-12-04T14:35:00.012+08:00

Christmas is like a few weeks away :D
Means holidays are ending in a few weeks too.
i dont celebrate Christmas but i changed my playlist to have the feel :P
Easy come easy go, that is just how you live~
Oh~ take take take it all but you never give
AHHHH, i haven done any of my homework :(
i feel kinda lack of time.
Can i like have 48 hours a day? :P
Wee~ or maybe some kind soul can volunteer to help me do homework:D
i wonder if i can complete them in time.
Hopefully, i pray hard, i can :D
that's all. *skipskipskip*
Awww, i want watch movie :(
there are so many nice movie to watch.
Dont you agreeee? :)
I wanna watch Rapunzel, Narnia, Hello Stranger, Megamind :D
They all seems so nice, tempting me sia
Hohoho, i have no interest in Harry potter :D
lalalala~ i wanna grow taller :D
over the 1 week i am sick, i grow skinner.
Is that a good thing? .. or a bad thing?
Whatever la, doesnt matter :D
At least i am still 42kg :D
I loooook forward to 2011.
i am being booked quite a number of days in december already.
I want my sentosa badly! :(
haha. yesterday have choir then the bbq.
Have alot of fun though it rained in the end.
i woke up late and was late for 45 minutes :)
I am such a pro :D
Anyway, i went to buy books todayy just this morning :D
i feel happyhappy. LOL.
i bought skirt too. the material is really different.
its thicker, so light cannot pass through :D
I LIKE :P
and and and, i did something ultra dumb.
The blue A4 exercise book!
Secondary one i bought 4 and use 3.
Secondary two bought 4 but didnt use any
i have 5 already.
YET, i buy again.
So i have 9 of it now.
SO dumbbbb!
WEE~ i had nothing to do.
actually i have homeworks to complete but i am just too lazy to do.
hahah :P so i played with my pretty camera.
i found alot of zilian photos but no way i am gonna show you :D
I find myself ugly. the more i look, the more i agree with my thinking.
But sometimes i find myself very cute :D
sometimes, i find myself very pretty.
Well, leave your comments to yourself. :D
dont like it you can just leave :D
Haha, random much. At least i updated :P
That's all for today.
Good-Bye :)

Last christmas, i gave you my heart.
This year to save me from tears, i gave it to someone special.
Once bitten twice shy
Baby, i love you :D
yes baby, i will die for you.
make my wish come true
All i want for christmas is youuuuu~

2010-12-02T20:20:00.003+08:00

Hellooo :D
Today is a great day i supposed?
woke up like 12pm :P hahah
then slack till almost 1pm then went to bath all those.
went out and meet with Sharon Cavier :D
Bryan late. he pro lo.
then went fairprice shopshop for bbq things.
then went separate ways :D
actually want to go back school to put but no teacher in school.
sianz, bring home lo :D
I love himmmmmmmmm:D
Random much :P
i haven start homework :D
byebye!

2010-11-30T21:48:00.002+08:00

WHATUP! :D
i am spending the last day of november blogging.
oh-so-fast. i have just spent one month of my holiday.
i did like nothing. regretted. waste time :(
-i went back school for choir.
-use com
Tmr is december. a brand new start.
last month of the year already.
wow, i am somewhat very looking forward to it.
i want my sentosa kbox flykite shopping :<
i haven start my homework.
well, december, quite alot of things arranged.
i doubt there is class chalet.
Wee~ i am so going to start homework like tomorrow :P
i very guai one. i know you all agreeeee :P
And after everything, clean room especially the desk :D
its kinda messy. and i am going to buy books this coming saturday!
excited :D and wee~ I am growing up.
i sound dumb but who cares...
LALALLALAALLALA
Thanks for your attention.
Tag before you go.
LOVE YOUUUU :D

2010-11-28T17:19:00.003+08:00

i think i am okay now.
sick from monday till this morning.
i should be fine.
Bye fever, never say hi again.
went hospital on friday.
take blood. 3rd time then success.
pain shyt :(
gonna go rest. BYE!

I miss everything :/

2010-11-23T22:38:00.002+08:00

Faggggggot! i am sick sick sick sick :(
Such a nice thing to happen during the holiday :(
BULLSHIT! ><
No point saying anything now.
so far, my highest temperature is 39.8 degree.
while posting, my current temperature is 37.3
Hmmm, that is a good thing.
I dont want go hospital all those thing.
Just now i nearly faint too ><
Vomited twice today.
Whole body no energy. kinda bed grounded.
Keep sleeping like nobody business :(
Hope i reallyreally get well soon :D

2010-11-21T14:26:00.003+08:00

MEOWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW!
I'm here to update again.
I have nothing in mind to post about.
Awww, so i just run away from here in a few minutes :P
My finger nails are long , white and hard.
i haven cut them, lazylazy :D
moreover, i dont know how to cut :/
Wee~ its already 21 november.
left one month ten days of holidays :D
Oh, i haven start my homework.
Guilty max. should i start now?
I am still not motivated. i see the homework , i will be like, sianz.
SLACKING ~
I am going to end my post :)
Video spammmmmm :D
i love lenka's songs :D

2010-11-19T23:39:00.004+08:00

Hello :D
Prom night is yesterday. slept at around 2am.
Woke at 10am today but i continue to sleep to 11am.
tired max :( was sneezing and yawning, nose blocked :X
Sniffsniffsniff~
Went school for open house rehearsal.
was late for half hour
tmr is saturday, sleep later :P
hahah :D

BYE! :D

2010-11-17T14:43:00.004+08:00

GOOOOOOOOD AFTERNOON! :D
LA-LO-LE-LY~
being randommmmmmmm~
I love those nice high heels, clothes, bags, everything.
I want to be a billionaire just like phyucyn :P
Hahaha, Its another boring day.
i want to go out so badly.
CHALET, SENTOSA, KBOX!
but, sadly i haven done my homework.
Its already 17 november. Start to panick :(
i should reallyreally start but i have no motivation to start at all.
HELP HELP HELP! :'(

Tmr is 18 november. gonna be busybusybusy cause whole day out :O
Eeeyer, need bring so many things too :(
SUCKS! my blazer is size 17, bigbigbig. i want 15 :(
hope some kind soul can change with me.
I wanna cry badly. Its enough long. and i am short.
HELPPPPPPPP~

Hubby♥, I love you :D

2010-11-14T16:46:00.003+08:00

Helloooo :D
It just another boring sunday.
I think i should really start my holiday homework.
Because i am afraid i cant complete them in time.
And somemore, as you all know, i am very slow one.
Regretted lots not to do it when holiday started.
I hope by the end of november, i would have complete math chinese and english.
Its raining. kinda cold :/
Hiccuping :X
I am going find my mood for homework.
Sec 3, i am going to study hard.
i know i know, every year since sec 1 i have been saying this.
I guess nobody will probably believe me.
But hey, trust me for the last time.
I promised to do so.
Its not about showing others.
Its for my own good you know.
Wee~ i wonder how my class next year will be like.
i am kinda excited. but i hope i dont get into the same class with some alibaba
That's all for today :D

I want the world to see, what exactly you mean to me ♥

2010-11-12T22:21:00.004+08:00

HELLOOOO :D
i am backkkkkkk~ Miss me ? :P
Guess what? i got what i wanted.
HAPPYHAPPY! Cannot believe it.
i keep ask the others if i see wrongly and my eyes playing trick on me.
shall not say in detail further.
i or rather phyucyn painted my nails pink :D
and just now my mum saw it and she scold me for being vain :(
I was like what?! where got luh? :D

NEI, the pink nails :D
GOODBYE :D

You know i will do anything for you ♥

2010-11-12T11:31:00.003+08:00

SCREAMMMMMMMMM!
Its Friday. :(
i am going insane.
Wish me goooooooooooooooooodluck!
i really want to get into first choice so freaking badly.
If not at least let me go 2nd choice :(

i will post again when i come back with result :D

2010-11-11T20:08:00.003+08:00

HEY, WHATZZZZZZUP! :D

Choir today :)
Guess what? i was late, but i didnt pay the fine :P
Miss Lim didnt know. Hoho.
Woke up late, cause i slept late yesterday :(
Chest pain, hard to breath.
End up , today chest muscle pain :/
Unexpectedly, Miss Fu let us go for 10mins break ^^
We(Wailwin,Gabriella,Jamie,Phyucyn) thought no sec 3E having lessons.
So we went to the toilet there.
Otw there, we sing who also dont know,
and we were shocked to see 3E2 and 3E4 got ppl !
then we damn paiseh, cause we sing loudly :/
then we started laughing :D
hopefully they heard nothing :D
Went toilet, gossip, laughed :D
Choir time is my crazy time.
Hohoho, mad girl :D
Have to memories Avemaria and who also dont know by this weekend :D
Awww, SYF next year.
SYF set piece coming soon. :D
Hopefully i am good enough to go for SYF
Miss Fu, say she going to audition us leh.
if we not good, she wont be sending us go for SYF :(
Awwww~ that is so so so sad!
After choir, was hungry.
the rest went home. i went jp with wailwin.
pepper lunch so many ppl. have to wait 30 minutes.
by the time we ate finish, it was 2pm on the dot.
aww, we are slow poke , and beside pepper lunch is the korean restaurant.
Tv showing BIGBANG! was staring at it while eating :P
Hoho, then because we are so freee~
we didnt want to go home and sit in front of the computer
because later got tyre le. JIANFEI :D
wailwin was complaining how skinny i am when i say i very fat.
she nag at me when i say i am ugly. Wah, dont you all agreee?
i am getting uglier :O that's bad.
we walkwalkwalk the whole jp.
we didnt bought anything :D hahaha.
oh wait, she bought 2 donut and i bought nail polish :D

GAGAGAGA~ tomorrow is friday!
the very big day. wish me goodluck! :D
pray superduperultra hard i get into first choice :D
Kbox after that :)
heard got sc meeting at 3pm :(
CRAP :(

Happybirthday to Elisa & Jisheng!
Stay happy :D

2010-11-10T18:17:00.005+08:00

HELLOOOO :D
i went to treatment and cut hair just now.
i going to upload photos.
Yesterday i went Bugis with Gaby laopo :D
i read storybooks, guai me :P
Let the photos do the talking.
I am lazy xD
Leave the comment for yourself
Tag before you leave ! :D
BYE! :D

2010-11-10T00:29:00.002+08:00

I am a despo ><
i am crazy because of you you you.
Crap, i want iphone 4 so badly..
i cant get it. white is so freaking chio.
i dont mind having the black one.
iphone are common but i dont having one :D
ahhhh, despo :(
my dad going to get it soon i guess.
GREEENWITHENVY :<
i am gonna beg for it next year.
Skali, another newer model come out.
*faint*
Kill me a million time if you want.
Please :D
Can somebody make me love my phone more?~
maybe i need a new cover? Black is dull.
ROAR :< Screw my thinking :)

lalalala~ i am going sleep :)
SAYONARA! :D

2010-11-09T11:35:00.005+08:00

Hellooooooooo~
come to update if not blog dead.
i wonder who come and view. maybe there's nobody :(
Holiday has been so far so good but i want more outing.
DATE ME OUT :P (kidding)
Grrrrrrr, i have cleaned my room except the desk :P
i should do it someday :D
So many things i wanna do but i only done one out of so many :(
nevermind, i am determined to complete them this holiday! *wink*
anyway, yesterday was choir.
and sing who also dont know. high :(
Ave maria also :(
all the highhigh songs. no support, half-squat :(
good exercise to the thigh though.
lalala~ :D *skip skip skip*
Later going swimming with gaby.
Yay! finally swimming after 123456789 years :D
and maybe next week sentosa :D
Beach volleyball :D:D
i very sporty right? :P
kidding :D
i am fat and i want to jianfei~
hahaha, stop saying i am skinny to make me feel better lo :D
i know myself veryvery well :D
hahaha :P
i want outing with so manymanymany people.
5 more months to 15 years old.
that's fast. but faster for January babies :D
15 remind me of taylor swift song :D
so i am going to put up and let you all hear :D

i hope i hope time will fly slower in 2011 :D
its going so fast in 2010 that i dont feel i am living in Earth anymore
2011, will be a better year for everyone :D
yeah, i really do hope :D
i look forward to 11-11-11, time also 11.11 :D
such a cute day :P

last but not least, i wanna grow tall :D
Yoona is my idol ♥
i dreamt to be like her :D
hahaha, that's all for this post
MEOW!

2010-11-05T11:08:00.002+08:00

Happy Deepavali especially to Hema :D
3 days since i updated.
yesterday went for choir and go library to borrow books :D
me go guai :P hahah.

i am going to tell you what i plan to do this holiday :D

-Complete homeworks
-Sentosa
-Fly kite
-Universal Studio
-Chalet
-Kbox
-SleepOver
-Grow taller
-Shopping
-Picnic
-Play sports
-Clique outing
-Movie
-Clean room/wardrobe
-Get a job and earn some money
-Stay happy :D
-Dont get addicted to lappie
-Read storybooks and newspaper

That's all. I think is alot :)
i like..

Ronnie Day

because the songs are nice :D

2010-11-02T12:06:00.002+08:00

Day 11-A deceased person you wish you could talk to

i dont wish talk to them.
i only wish they are alive :)

Day 12-The person you hate most/caused you a pain

nobody :D

Day 13-Someone you wish could forgive you

nobody :D

Day 14-Someone you've drifted away from

Bernice, dardar.
we drifted alot.
i dont like it.
i miss the old us.
how we always go out for sports or shopping.
and i always go your house slack until very late.
taking your house as mine house :D
we dont even sms now.
kinda sad.
how i wished we have gone to the same school.
and this might not have happen to us.
now, we are just like friend, normal friend.
can we go back to how we use to be ? :)

Day 15-The person you miss the most

i miss my dear the most.
i cant stop thinking of him.
he is always on my mind.
work hard for everything you are doing :D
i will be standing by, you will never be alone♥

2010-11-01T22:32:00.003+08:00

Dear♥

this song is delicated just for you :)
look at the lyrics :D

i really love you alotalotalot.
as you know, i cant live without you.
i only want you you you, just you.
no words can describe how much i love you.
you are my life my everythng, i am living because of you.
loving you is just like breathing, i cant stop.
i believe that as long as our love is true
we will be able to overcome anything that is blocking us to be together.
i will always be here for you.
i sound dumb i know.
the power of love is strong.
i just wanna be with you forever.
i dont know if you will be able to see this.
I LOVE YOU forever and always till i die :D

Its great to know Christopher and Samuel today.
Horny people :D
Great chat in fb and msn with Wailwin Phyucyn Junrong and the two of them above.
thanks for making my day :)

2010-10-30T22:29:00.001+08:00

tik tok tik tok, time flies~
today is quite a so-so day.
out for bowling. i enjoyed.
well, i am bored. i want work.
i am going to find. :D cause holiday so long.
nothing to do really. so find work at least got money.
although it might be little,must still money right?
better than nothing. haha :D

lalala~ imissyou :D

2010-10-30T01:52:00.002+08:00

just watch finish the last song.
it was a great movie.
its so sweet :D
they all have coloured eyes and that make me jealous
now i want colour eyes la :(
obviously, the damn movie make me cry again and again.
now my eyes hurt from those crying.
actually i felt so lucky watching alone at home.
i couldnt imagine watching with friends at the cinema.
ahhh, it will be totally embarassing.
dont think you so too?
awww, i love this type of love story movie so much.
i am gonna watch valentine day the next day i think? :D
i may plan to get some love story book :P
i dont know why i like it :D
well, i think this 2 month holiday...
i will spend my time watching movie?
reading storybooks doing homework, or go out with friends :D
i am so hardworking :D right?
i dont care, you have to say yes :P
Haha, kidding :P
hmmm, its kinda late.
i am going off to bed :D
GOOD NIGHT :D
chey, just kidding la. :D

2010-10-29T21:45:00.001+08:00

i could never imagine life without you.
you are my everything.
i love you and that's all i know.

feeling retard now :D

2010-10-29T19:33:00.002+08:00

Today went back to school just to hand in report book and english paper 2
tsk, i think almost all the sec 2 went back -.-
haha, then slack with yanshan wailwin shengmu
at mama shop from 8.30am to 10am :D
had a lot of fun and didnt want go home.
then went home and reach around 10.40?
rest awhile, packed bag and went out to meet gaby
which is eleven plusplus close to 11.15 :/

went popular bought things and went school.
it was 12.30 already. then quite a number of choir member waiting for us.
went over did the noticeboard
everybody do things.
then i manage to see him :D
and went to eat at 1.25? then went choir at 1.45?
then now starting monday, late for choir, one dollar :O
well, that's all i guess.
its a fun day :D

i am gonna give a special dedication to my lovely bubblegum :D
i promised her and i am gonna do it :D

Dearest bubblegum,
thanks for telling me everything today.
i hoped you have feel better.
i am not good at comforting ppl.
i dont know what else can i do.
i can only advice you.
hope you dont think is a nagging :D
i hope you get what i mean :)
maybe what i say, you might have heard from others manymany times.
but somehow i am gonna say it cause its the truth :)
i know how you feel now.
its complicated. but hang on.
i know its hard. but get over it soon.
trust no man fear no bitch.
hope you remembered what i say.
cheerup. i dont want see you sad.
i love the cheerful one most
i dislike it when you cried.
i like the way you smile
i like your epic-ness.
i love your cuteness.
i love how small and short you are.
i meant no offence.
i love bully you :P
dont kill me :D
dont worry, you can count on me.
i will always be here for you.
though i might be a little slow and things like that.
haha, i can show you my epic-ness, retardness :D
i love crazying with you.
you are a great friend that i wont want to forget.
i am glad we're in the same cca.
Jiayouus for your guitar.
i just realised i veryvery long never take photo with you already.
next time okay? i book you now :D
haha, iloveyou. :D

2010-10-28T19:19:00.003+08:00

Dearest all, today is the 28th of october.
that's right, the very last day of school 2010.
i am pretty sure everyone is sad.
for the sec one, its nothing cause they will be the same class again next year.
for the sec two, its sad cause most probably wont be in the same class.
for the sec three, its stress for you all. next year sec 4 already.
for the sec four and five, good luck for your big O :D
on this special day. i will make a special dedications to people.
ofc, to avoid being biased. i shall start from register one and all the way to fourty.
But before that, i wanna post my feeeeeel-ing :D
so i bet this is gonnna be a super long post :D (yay, break record)

haha. i feel that year 2010 is a shorter year than 2009.
time somehow flies quite fast.
every beginning of the year, i always told myself this
" Lingyin, you have to work hard and study hard too. achieved good result make yourself feel proud :D " but you know what? i alway say and no action is taken.
i sunpa, this year i really did wanna study. somehow, dont have the study 'feel'
you get what i mean? i see the textbook, i dont have the interest to study. my mid year was already kinda of bad and end of year i got worse. i really feel sad. i studied for it and gave in all my 100% and still i didnt obtain good result. what does this tell me ? it tells me that, for the whole year, i have not work hard enough. i only work hard when exams are coming. now i know, this isnt the right attitude to study. although i know this year is a crucial and important, i still slack and play and did some homework. i told myself i have to change but i guess it didnt worked right? it was lucky i was promoted to sec 3 express :) i will work hard next year :) this time is a say with action :D last day, what else can we do ? ofc i cried when we told to clean up the room.
you know why? when everything is taken down. i feel that 2E2'10 has ended maybe for good?and i can feel the sadness overwhelming me. ahhh, crap. i feel dumb. more sadness when mrs leong talked to us. i am prepared to start next year, start of something new.
new classroom, new teachers, new friends, upper secondary. i do look forward totally.
i am having bittersweet feeling. happy that holidays is here but sad that school is over.
i guess i should really end my feeeeling :D in case you all get bored :D

MeiShan,
tall girl, never really talk to you alot.
most memorable, BO NEH :D
and you are funny to hang with.
good luck for your combination.
i know you love hongki :D
i will miss you and funny things say by you like your fake accent :D

Mindy,
bus-mate. although we live in the same block and i can always visit you.
i still feel sad. hope we same class next year :) and you're a great friend.
same primary and secondary school :D
CKP FTW~

Singrui,
Auntaunt :D last long with mx :)
i love die you. you are horny yet you wont admit.
cute aunt who say she is fat and is not ><
i love your house.
i love the way you love GD.
i love everthing about you.
i know you are going for triple science.
hope you get in. you can one :D
dont forget me yeah for i will always remember you.
i hate it when you are sad and cried and i cant do anything about it.
you look nicer when smile. :))))) SC SL :D

Melissa,
Continue to work hard.
you are smart. you are quiet.
i dont talk to you often though. :)
i always think you are the weird one.
cause you always talk to yourself, crawl under table.
its actually kinda of scary. :/
Friends forever.

Hema,
PS :D
haha, i know we always tease you black.
but you know we didnt mean it right?
we are just playful :D good luck in everything you do okay?
smile always. :D SC, haha.

Janna.
i was never close to you.
haha, stay happy always. grow taller and slimmer :D

Joey,
you are always the one who got stress because of studying.
you are a nice person to hang out with.
get well soon.
work hard and you got a fantastic result :D
we known each other for almost nine years already.
Friends forever alright? :D

Cheryl,
dearest vice-ceo. we werent close.
but i know you are the cg but why?
i dont get it. haha. cute girl?
i sure will miss you one :D
Chubby isnt a bad thing. :D

Phyucyn,
Girlfriend, i will be here for you as you know.
i known you for two years.
lets stay friends forever till we die.
you horny girl :D haha, i will surely miss your horny-ness.
but not to worry, there's choir.
i hope, just hoping to be in the same class with you :D

Shengmu,
Girlfriend, do smile. dont smile scary :/
hope you get into your combination.
continue to work hard :D
haha, i remember you for your short hair.
sometimes, you go a little crazy :D
Sisters forever :D

Yanshan.
Daughter, chiobu :D
you go triple science cannot forget mummy ah.
i will miss you. horny little :D with the ah-lian-ish fringe :D
i hope my son-in-law which is carter will treat you well.
i love youuuu :D

Liyana,
Faizah,
Rasyidah,
Nadirah,
i am not close to you all.
so kinda hard to say anything :/
stay smiley :D
will miss you all one. study hard too :D

Wailwin.
daughter :D
BHB and try to act cute.
strict parent, and is crazy sometimes :D
i love you girl :) dont forget me hor :D

Queena,
Crazy over Robert :D
haha, i love your phone and your cool-ness.
and how everytimes you say i am horny
and WHAT at my words. and say LAME ._.
haha, i will miss you.

Huiyin,
stay happy. chiobu and the ONLY dancer :D
freaking skinny. jealous sia.
but you always say you fat. NO YOU ARE NOT :)
i will miss you one. :)
like you face go supersuper red :) haha. :D

Enteng,
the cheeena looking one.
CHIOBU :D and i love you.

Yingbei,
do smile always.
i love your curls.
so cute. i love how you love SNSD :D
i love yoona. last long with him :)
friend since primary school :D :D

Austin,
the one who always ask others am i fat?
the scary look you always give me.
sleeping in class behind the file :D
iphone :D

Bryan,
kor :D
the one who always call me act cute.
trust worthy :)
i dont like you for being so tall and suan me for being short.

Edmond,
the stingy old man :P
who only care about himself.
the dont give up the whole forest because of a tree.

Yikit.
the one who is crazy with Joel and Joshua :D
random. CB gang :D

Winson.
the duel master ?
LOL. GL :D
actually very kind :D

Xueheng,
mummy :D so white, thin and tall.
just like a bamboo :D
stop growing taller la.
hit my head and make me stupid :<
Gayshyt :D

Yusheng,
the unglam boy :D
always get bullied.
your bushybushy dandruff hair :D

Joel, Obscene!
awesome ceo. scare ppl with sweat.
always have a way to deal with ppl.

Joshua,
act cool :D talltall.
the way you laugh is funny.
always sleep in class.

Kaunghtet.
Last long with her.
the ahbeng not ahbeng type.
try to act you know chinese.

Chongsing.
you always say dont fck.
haha, slap :D babybuttock.
hornykia :D

Vernon.
cute little boy.
i bet you will say sibiantai or maybe, chen ji ah?
haha :D will sure miss you :D

Jiamin.
AVA :D
changed alot already :)
continue to study hard. :D

WeiJie Ahgong :D
your damn zai one. :D
i just love you lah.

Paingsoe,
haha, stupid look :P

Junrong.
kor, must stay happy.
dont emo eh. dont forget me too :D
me will miss you. good luck for your future

Shaun,
shaun joke :D
haha, hardcore sc :D
wee. hehe.

Ruiyang,
haha, your girfriend style.
that's funny :D
Opps, you cheat :(
good luck for you triple science :D

Alvin,
be good boy :D
stop bullying me. ROAR :(

Dear teachers, i know you love us. we are are a lovable class.
you have to say yes :P haha, thanks for everything you have done for us.
sorry for being naughty and all those.

Dear sec 4 senior, work hard for you O level.
i sure will miss you when you all graduate.

Dear sec 3 senior, next year you gonna be sec 4
work hard and jiayouus. we gonna have the same recess again :)
must take care of us :D

Dear sec 1 junior, you are going to be sec 2
senior of another batch of sec 1, you all have grown up.
continue to work hard :)

i love 1E2'09/2E2'10

That's all :D

i am going to put feelings again. :D
i am so sorry about it.
you can just tag and leave if you want :)

Grrrrr...
when can you stop busybody-ing?
cant you just mind your own business.
what's wrong with you?
why do have to care sosososo much?
i am really not okay with you anymore.
stop minding my business.
its MY life. Get off.
why must i always listen to you.
i am not that old lingyin anymore.
i have changed. changed for good.
you just dont understand me.
your way of thinking doesnt make sense.
i see no wrong. i know i am right.
one day, you will agree with me for sure.
i will and i must believe myself.
trust me..

Dear.
jiayouus for everything you are doing.
Dont be stress :D
Remember, i will always be here for you.
School last day is today.
Somehow, we managed to go home together.
i really appreciate it.
i was quite sad actually. because no more school.
but dear, we can always plan to go out during the holidays right?
let's work hard for next year.
next year very important, cannot slack ah :D
i want to be yours forever :D
Take good care of yourself ♥
i am being random again.
iloveyou♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-10-26T20:43:00.001+08:00

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 1-10, you’re fearless.
If you get 0, you are full of crap.

I fear ...

[] black people
[x] the dark
[x] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[x] being myself in front of others
[] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] dogs
[] birds
[] fish
[] spiders
[] flowers or other plants
total so far: 4

[x] being touched :/
[x] fire
[x] deep water
[x] snakes
[] silk
[] the ocean
[x] failure
[] success
[x] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[] snow
total so far: 13

[] rain
[] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[] heaven
[x] being robbed/mugged
[x] falling
[x] clowns
[] dolls
[] large crowds of people
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibilities
[] doctors
[x] Tornadoes
total so far: 19

[x] hurricanes
[x] incurable diseases
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th
[x] ghosts
[x] poverty
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[] growing up, old
total so far: 26

[x] creepy noises in the night
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[] blood
Total: 29

I'm afraid of 29 out of 72 common fears :)
I am paranoid. :D

haha :D

2010-10-25T21:56:00.000+08:00

Be my forever :)

2010-10-24T12:17:00.000+08:00

SCREW IT ALL.
I HATE IT.
GET OUT.

2010-10-22T22:39:00.000+08:00

DEPRESSION.
SCREW IT ALL~

2010-10-19T16:17:00.003+08:00

191010, Sports Extravaganza

it fail again cause it rained. EPIC :P
well, too bad cant kayak.
haha, we ran back because that was the only choice.
cause we were wet while running to the office there.
since wet already, might as well just run back to shelter.
actually want go white shelter where everyone else is there.
but in the end we went to the brown one.
was totally wet from head to toe.
Mr Lim was like worried :X
Lucky for us, we bought extra clothing and towel.
i ran with my bag :O
so it was dripping wet.
now i have to wash it :)
haha. the towel is like so damn heavy :O
it was fun :) we wanted to play in the rain again.
but didnt. awww, sad :(
haha, waste time only.
but i still enjoyed myself :D
phyucyn was like sad and she say she wanna crush the thumbdrive le.
after that, went separated ways.
WeiJie they all go home while Singrui phyucyn went school to bath.
they got guitar or something. haha.
then i went Jp with Cavier.
Eat le, then dont want go home.
but no where to go. so just go home. haha :)

2010-10-17T15:30:00.003+08:00

Nokia C6 is beautiful :D
i seen two different strangers using on the very same day.
This type of phone is sooooo cool.
i wished it was mine.
haha, i think i am crazy.
I just changed phone not very long only and yet i am thinking this way.
well, have to blame my dad lo. budget 100 dollars and choose this phone for me.
Kidding! :D
BUTBUTBUT, i lovelove my phone okay :D
i want a new memory card cause i need it.
its full and i love all the things in it and i dont want delete them.
Hope daddy will buy for me :) haha

lalala, you know what?
i have always wanted a crumpler bag and i have waited for 3 whole years le.
but then i decided i dont want anymore. which i dont know why :O
haha. i shall buy nike bag which i have to wait for dont know how long.
haha, mum say nth when i told her. dad confirm will say no one.
lalala. i am random.
having so much time kinda sucks.
i want to go out so badly
i am rotting. Good or bad? haha

BOOOOOOOOO (N) :((((((((

2010-10-15T20:50:00.003+08:00

Day 8-Your favourite internet friend

My favourite internet friend. i dont think i have any :/

Day 9-Someone you wish you could meet

Can have more than one person ma?

1) JJ Lin
2) Jonghyun
3) Yonghwa
4) Key
5) Yoona

Day 10-Someone you don't talk to as much as you'd like to

ehhh, i dont know who. how?
hmmm.........
Bernice. i love her lots but very long never talk to her le :(

2010-10-14T22:05:00.001+08:00

i miss you :/

2010-10-14T18:13:00.002+08:00

WEE, Exam are OVER!
well, actually not. still got listening compre.
but who care, i dont take it as an exam :P
lalala, i am so happy and i dont know why.
i might not have put in my 100% effort
but for sure, i have did my best almost for all.
except for some, which i totally screwed up.
awww, sad for myself.
now, i am worried for my result.
i reallyreally freaking want to pass every subject with flying colours.
hope i can :DD
wish me lotslots and lots of luck and i will love you.
haha, kidding :P

today i am going chiong my dnt folio ><
have to hand up tmr if not die.
wee~ monday no school.
i look forward to next week.
Got to go. CYA :D

2010-10-13T21:50:00.003+08:00

i miss my fringe :/

i miss my childhood look

2010-10-13T20:19:00.003+08:00

HELLLOOOOOO~

i have said byebye to Chinese, English, Math, Science, Art, History.
preparing to say hello to Dnt and then BYE.
exam is so coming to an end.
i am kinda happy. :D
but worse thing, i screw chinese compo, english compo, history.
3 cheers for myself. haha, hope i can get A2 for all :D
i will be damn damn happy le.
lalala, i should be studying but i am slacking :D
i am a good girl :D
GooodLuck !

2010-10-06T20:57:00.004+08:00

Day 7-Your ex-boyfriend/girlfriend/love/crush

i am going to talk about my love :D
My love equal to my boyfriend.
i never regret knowing him.
i love die him :]
He's my everything now.
he's great just the way he is.
there's nothing to change.
though he is known for being gl
uh-oh, i thinking i learning le :/
haha, :D
You no needa know too much of him
because later i will jealous ><
you just needa know..
he belong to me and is my dear ♥

Dear, i love you
exams are coming.
So jiayouus do your best :D
♥♥♥

2010-09-24T21:50:00.003+08:00

♥

Day 6-A stranger

Stranger refers to a person that you do not know.
JJ Lin is my idol. I love die him.
To him, i am a stranger cause he dont know i exist :]
i hoped one day i can make friend with him.
then we wont be strangers anymore :]
He is so hot :D
i hate it when people insult him. i feel like killing them :/
i start to notice him when i was in primary 3.
then i start liking his songs :]
then primary 5 i officially love him and his songs :D
Even my parents know i am his fan.
Close friends too :D
recently he advertise the brand super coffee.
his poster at the bus stop there. bigbig one.
when i saw it, i was like ohmyholymama.
i wanted to steal it home so badly. ><
Mindy went saying siao to me :O

ahhhhh, JJ Lin ah :<

2010-09-18T23:51:00.002+08:00

Day 5-Your dreams

my dreams changes as i grow up.
my dreams now is to able to travel around the world
study hard and have a good job with good pay next time.
and a loving husband happy family warm house :)

2010-09-17T23:09:00.002+08:00

Day 4-Your sibling(or closest relative)

HSJ♥,
we are 6 years old apart.
other ppl always wanted a older brother.
and they envy me. but somehow, me and you
we not close. i dont even know your like and dislike.
i have nothing i want to say.
i am just lucky to be your sister :)

BFZH♥,
i used to be taller alotalot.
now i am a shortie. and i hate it when you tease me with it.
but now i am fine with it le. and you always say i am fat.
am i really fat? :O
and you always act cute and dont wanna admit it :P
haha. i dont know what i should say. but ya, thanks for
everything you done for me. and hmmm, sister love you.
sorry that i wrote so short :/

2010-09-14T20:46:00.005+08:00

Day 2- Your crush

I currently have no crush :D
So i shall skipped this and go on to the next day :)

Day 3- Your parents

Daddy,
you are the best :)
always concern about my school life and my studies.
always worried if i have taken my 3 meals, drink water all those.
sorry for making you worry whenever i injured myself.
sorry for not taking good care of myself.
thanks for cutting my nails for me since young.
thanks for those money you gave me when i was totally broke and i refused to get from mummy :/ and you were veryveryvery good to me. you never angry and scold me before. you are always busy with your works and yet i always disturbing you when i have questions i dont know how to do. and always give me good and nice food eat when there's only two of us. and also when i was young, you were my hero because you save me from those hits that mummy was going to give me and ended up you got hit too. but somehow, our thinking are very less the same. but sometimes i feel so random that i talk to you as a friend and you talk back to me like friend tooo :D Thanks daddy for all that you have done for me.

Mummy,
i always make you worry.
you dote me more than kor
that's why you always scold me.
i understand. you scared i will make friends with bad company
and then turn bad and neglect studies.
because i am a girl, that why you scared something will happen to me if
i dont take good care of myself all those.
thanks for taking care of me when i was very sick.
sorry for making you worry, i just need a little more freedom.
sorry for always giving you attitude and always quarreling with you.
thanks for buying things for me when i want it and daddy doesnt wanna buy for me. thanks for talking to daddy when he dont allow me to go somewhere or do something. Sorry mum for not listening to your advice. i didnt listen to you abt the BGR thing.
thanks for wasting money for my tuition :)

Dear parents,
i know that everything you do for me is for my own good.
and you want me get good results so that my future will be good
and i can easily find a job. i will work hard for good result and wont
disappoint you :)

ILoveYou♥

2010-09-11T23:16:00.003+08:00

Day 1-Your bestfriends

Phyucyn Win ♥
I love this girl up there, she is my bi :D
She is always there when i need her.
i can talk to her anything in the world.
its so good i met her :D
i hope we will be friends forever.
she love me as much as i love her.
i may not be 1st in her heart but i will love her forever :D
haha, she also never fail to cheer me up when i am down.
andandand, we can go siao and random together.
i love calling her horny kia.
with her, i wont feel retard when doing some things.
and i miss those kbox times together :)

Sharon' bubblegum♥
We used to be much closer :D
i love the way we go random and siao.
Every friday after choir is your favourite time :D
mine too :) cause i will be so high
thanks for being there when i need you.
thanks for those encouragement when i need.
thanks for spending time heart talk with me :)
i really appreciate it.
me love you lots.

Mindy♥
Hey girl.
we used to be much closer.
i enjoyed going school with you.
we always have endless topic to chat.
and thanks for cheering me up.
each bus trip is always filled with laughter.
you always make me smile.
thanks for taking my homework when i am sick.
i also enjoyed doing Home econ with you :D
we also have our EPIC moment :D
haha, me love you lots yeah. :)

Junrong♥
Hey kor, :D
you always do retard stuff and i cant stop laughing :P
and you're crazy over BAND.
haha, you are easy to bully.
i never see you angry before.
i am so sorry i always tease you.
thanks for cheering me up whenever i have the sad face on my face.
and thanks for those homework you lend me to copy.
hehe. hope we will be same class next year.
with you, i dont think i am retard le :P

A BIG thank you to you 4 for making me smile :D
Please note that i will always love you.
we may not be as close as before.
but there will always be a place for you in my heart.
and i wont forget you and all those things you did for me ♥

2010-09-11T22:48:00.003+08:00

why am i so scared to lose you?
i dont want lose you
i cant lose you
i love you so much

i hate myself
why do i get jealous so easily?
why why why?
tell me why?
explain to me.
why ? its a complicated feelings.

i love you too much i guess?
i want to be yours forever.

Everything will be alright.

2010-07-26T14:37:00.001+08:00

i have nothing to post.
i am so lazy :D

2010-07-17T00:57:00.004+08:00

Today is FRIDAY! or rather it is Saturday :]
Secondary 3 people came back from camp.
I miss people like Cassandra, Amos, Cavier :D
Finally no more boring days :D
Anyway, Happy Birthday Bryan ' Kor & Annabelle sister :D
Bored, idk what to post >< lalala~
Facebook,Msn :D

BYEBYE! i shall end here.

Miss me ! :D

2010-07-15T12:36:00.002+08:00

so not feeling well. so i went to sleep at 8pm last night and wake at 10pm.
12.10am i slept again and i wake up 11 plus this morning. i am such a pig ><
HAHA! anyway ... (look below)
[x] English Task 1
[x] English Task 2
[] English Task 3
[x] Math Day 1
[x] Math Day 2
[x] Math Day 3
[x] Quiz 1
[x] Quiz 2
[x] Quiz 3
[x] DnT
[] Chinese
[x] Science
[x] History ex 1
[x] History ex 2

Yay! i left 2 more only :D
happy for myself.
anyway, take care everybody and to myself
so many people sick now ><

2010-07-14T01:21:00.000+08:00

nice cute song :D
but i still like the original one :D

2010-07-13T16:25:00.003+08:00

[x] English Task 1
[x] English Task 2
[] English Task 3
[x] Math Day 1
[x] Math Day 2
[x] Math Day 3
[x] Quiz 1
[x] Quiz 2
[x] Quiz 3
[x] DnT
[] Chinese
[] Science
[] History ex 1
[] History ex 2

I still got soooo much to do :(

2010-07-11T20:15:00.002+08:00

Hey, this is my twins sister ♥
We do look alike right?
haha, but i know she is much more more prettier la (:

2010-07-10T22:56:00.002+08:00

♥♥♥♥

2010-07-09T23:31:00.005+08:00

Dont ask why. Love is a space in which all other emotions can be experienced.
Love is letting go of fear and if you shut your door to all errors, truth will be shut out ♥

2010-07-08T23:24:00.001+08:00

Let there be more joy and laughter in your life. Yesterday is todays memories and tomorrow is todays dream. Every end is a new beginning ♥

2010-07-05T14:18:00.001+08:00

This song is great.